Yastika Bhatia has featured in only 13 of the 35 women's T20Is India have played since the start of 2022. Two of those were crunch matches - the Commonwealth Games final in August 2022 and the Women's T20 World Cup semi-final in February this year. While it said a bit about how Yastika fit into India's T20I plans, it also revealed the management looks at her as someone who can hold her own under pressure.
"I am still learning about how to play in that situation," she says, ahead of India's white-ball tour of Bangladesh. "That usually comes only from experience."
In the CWG final, Yastika walked out to bat at No. 9, with India needing 17 off 11, as a replacement for the concussed Taniya Bhatia, and was the last player out for a five-ball 2. She was trapped lbw when she missed a reverse sweep against Australia's Jess Jonassen, and India fell short by nine runs.
"Anybody can sit outside and say you should have done this or that," she reflects. "When you are inside, you know what's going on and how to tackle the situation.
"If that shot had come off and it [had] been a boundary, everybody would have said something else. I just take it in my stride, whatever has happened. My intent was to win the match for the team. That will always be there. I will always put my best foot forward, never anything else."
Tackling pressure at the international level is vastly different from that in domestic cricket, Yastika says. She scored 223 in six matches in the Senior Women's T20 Trophy, 212 in six outings in the Senior Women's Inter-Zonal Trophy, and 203 in four outings in the Senior Women's T20 Challenger Trophy in the 2022-23 season. She often stayed unbeaten in tricky chases, including in the final of the T20 Challenger Trophy for India D.
"At the domestic level, if you face four dots and then if you hit a boundary on the fifth ball, you can cover up," Yastika says. "But at the international level, you don't get boundaries easily. You have to be on your toes from the first ball and cannot afford too many mistakes. That is what brings the best out of you. If you just play for Baroda, how would you understand your capacity? You understand that only at the international level."
Yastika is coming off a successful Women's Premier League (WPL), where she was part of Mumbai Indians' title-winning outfit. She formed a potent opening pair with West Indies' Hayley Matthews, scoring 214 runs in the tournament. She flourished at the franchise under India captain Harmanpreet Kaur and a coaching set-up that made her feel valued.
Head coach Charlotte Edwards' clear message to Yastika - that she would play all games in the season - helped, giving her a "boost of confidence", she says.
"You must have seen in the WPL how that translated!" she laughs. "She gave me a lot of freedom. [Edwards said] 'You just go out and play like a youngster would, without any pressure. There are a lot of good batters after you, so you need not just rotate strike. Just play your game and go for fours and sixes.'"
At 22 and in only her second year of international cricket, Yastika has played an ODI and T20 World Cup each, the Commonwealth Games, and a Test - a checklist that many aspire to tick over a long career. She is well aware of what works for her and which of her skills she needs to hone.
"If I focus on one thing, I more often than not accomplish it. That has been one of my biggest strengths since childhood and I am proud of that," she says, reflecting on her learnings from the World Cups.
"It is not always that [the expectations at world events] get fulfilled because the other team is also there [to win] after [putting in] a lot of effort. Perhaps our efforts may not be enough, and we need to do more. It is about learning from other teams or by looking at players from your own team; what they have done better, we can learn and apply [those lessons]. You only understand these once you go through those situations. Playing World Cups showed me what I am and what I need to do better. That was an important experience for my career."
And for times when things don't go to plan, Yastika has her support system to lean on.
"I vent to my parents - they listen and don't say much, but I know they are there for me. They don't judge me at all and are like 'Tu sab cheez se upar aayi hai toh isse bhi aa sakti hai' [You have overcome multiple obstacles, so this is also something you can get through]. My coaches Kiran [More] sir and Santosh [Chaughule] sir help me in terms of what's lacking in my game. For them, I am their kid.
"You will treat your child the same, whether they have scored a century or a zero. Their [the coaches'] behaviour is the same and they shower me with a lot of love. That gives me belief that my support will be the same irrespective of results."
The white-ball tour to Bangladesh next month is the start of a busy season for India, one that features Tests against England and Australia, apart from white-ball series against South Africa and New Zealand. One eye will also be on the T20 World Cup in Bangladesh next year. Yastika has had a taste of it all, and she wants more of it.